How weird...I just came home to a house full of sleeping people...Seriously, no one's awake...and it's 630. I question.

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Guys we need to have like, rediculousness party sleepover on Prom weekend!! Because my parents are going to be out of town!!!! (On that note, I'm definately going to be needing to stay somewhere because even though I'll be able to drive and have stayed home on my own before, there's no way my parents will let me on prom weekend.)

And, and, we should get our hair and makeup done at that weirdo salon spa place in the mall. Because we can.

And Prom is the day before my bday. XP

Oh yeah my parents are leaving because my sister's graduation is that weekend~

Rarity among rarities. Tagged by Geet~

A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it"

A)
1. I am a misanthrope~
2. I twitch when I have too much caffeine
3. G'uhhhh I can only sleep for 2 hours at a time before waking up
4. I has cat
5. I like making stupid bio jokes
6. I have relationship issues (once I get into a relationship that I really wanted I'm always like, LET ME OUT within a week -.-)
7. I like wine~ Hee~

So this tagging thing...You can't tag the person who tagged you, so geet's out...and geet already tagged jess and niky...and thos're my three friends...so...failure at that. ^^;;

P.S. Why is Mrs. Kretzler at my house???

I has pie~

Hee~

So...I didn't get much for christmas this year...but that means that I get lots of stuffs after christmas because things are on sale~ I now own 4 more jackets than I used to, a pair of boots, and slippers~ Hee~

Brother finally left, one down, one to go. Lauren leaves tomorrow for DC. She's going to be living there with her boyfriend for a week? Uh. Right then. Anyways, house will be mine again! Woohoo! Oh, and she'll be moving to Oregon with Joel now too eventually. o.O Oregon? Really?

Other than that, hw needs to stop and I need to stop freaking out about Braithwaite. I swear to God once this term is over I will be the happiest person alive.

Shut. Up. Plz.

Edit: FJDK:JA:DHEFS KAGERO UPDATED OMG!!! *dies of looooove*

Okay! So. I've decided to make my journal friends only. Wanna know why? Because my banner says so. 8Dd Lovely ruffling made it for me and I can't bear to ignore it! *overdramatic swoon* So we're following suit with my other friends~. If you wanna friend my journal, post a comment here~. Danke schoen! Spaseebo! Arigato! 谢谢! and Merci! (Thank you)

Surprise! I'm still alive! XD Woooo.

Totally forgot about family presents, whoops. Sooo yay for last minute downloading french music off limewire. 8Dd

Anyways, Merry Christmas all! Do enjoy yourselves~~

Self! You equal fail! So very much so! It's 1 am and you've done no hw whatsoever! Haaaahaha. Oh wow. All I've gotten accomplished tonight is a full body drawing of Madul.

Blisters are healing! 8D Don't think I need those bandaids tom! Yay!

Shopping was fun~~ I heart buying stupid things for people. I hope you all don't hate me because I'm terrible with gifts...I just figured they were awesome and bought them for you anyways~ ;D

Oh! And throwing up at school then proceeding to take a bio test = no.

And in conclusion: "Where's your pretty daughter Na-la~~??" (It's been running through my head all night)

Dear self,

Next time you get angry, try to distract yourself in a non self-harming way? Typing with bandaids on your thumbs is not fun...

Danke,
Your more rational self ^^;;

Yeah so, not even sure how I managed to blister both of my thumbs during english class. o.O But yeah so now that hurts and I'm wearing giant bandaids. Ugh. Foolish foolish person you are self.

Yeah so, I thought that breaking up with him meant the bitchiness would stop. APPARENTLY NOT. Le check *points*.

PyroKid 9977: oh one other thing i was going to mention earlier? did you break up with him? cuz what i heard (from him) it sounded ike he broke up with you
coffeechica18: o.O is he serious?
PyroKid 9977: he said "she just wasnt the person i thought she was" or soemthing

Soo, apparently now I'm a bitch. Two can play this game damnit. Even my mother was glad I broke up with him! The relationship was stupid and I never liked him in the first place! Ugh!

AND: Claudia is amazing & Star = win ^^;;

Status = Single

Ahh nothing better than blasting my ears out with rammstein + TATU in Ist das gut. It's loud, repetitive, and has random sex moans in the middle of it. IN GERMAN! Such a good song. 8P

This Braithwaite journal needs to go die in a hole. I'd rather learn Russian thank you very much. There's nothing wrong with wanting to learn a language instead of writing nonsense I haven't actually thought about about a book I never wanted to read in the first place. Rawrgh.

In happy news~ Russian is fun~.

Dear Dubey,

Do I have to speak to you at every possible moment in order to be your girlfriend? Do I have to always be right next to you? Let you hug me whenever you feel like it? Do I have to completely ignore my friends in order to go out with you? Because you know what? NO. I have a life. I have space issues. I don't like physical contact. I have friends that I want to talk to. And I especially don't like having you accusing me of being emotionless at 1 fucking o'clock in the morning. I sound like a bitch when really, as soon as we started going out, you did the exact same thing everyone else does. They expect me to give up everything because just because we're going out, I obviously have to be in love with you. It's high school. Get over your self. I have my own life, with my own ways, that you said you liked. Maybe you're the one who doesn't like me beacuse obviously, you can't deal with the regular ideas that make me me. Well surprise, I'm not changing.
~Rachel

Soooo I completely wasted my break. *face* Yeah pretty much really upset that it's sunday and I have to read 8 chapters of Gatsby because I was too lazy to do so during the week. Coffee tea randomness drink ho! There won't be much sleeping tonight. And probably very little doing of math homework which is pathetic cuz I had all break. -.- Woooo me.

I did draw though. I was really excited, I actually got some decent pictures done. They'll be on my DA sooner or later. We'll see. But yay~!

Anyways, I miss you all. That's the only reason why tomorrow will be good. I miss my friends! *blows kisses*

Uhhhhh definately just saw a pop up that said "GO HOJO!" in really really big letters. Just thought I'd tell you. It has a website too. www.HOJO.com ^^ i'm kindof tempted to check it out but I think it's just for hotels. STILL *is dead*

ESNIPS NEEDS TO STOP NOT WORKING. I need me some Korean music NOW. RAWR.

Btw people, you're not the only ones with problems. We all have them. It's highschool. It'll be over in a couple of years and then our emotions won't be shred to pieces because, oh wait! we'll be able to do the things we want to do. And, if you really want to stop having so many problems, I have a few ways that makes myself feel better, you can try them too and see how they work?



And there's my way of making myself feel better. Try it out and tell me what works for you. Or don't. I'm just trying to help.

HAPPY NOVEMBER! The torture is over! I can now bug my father about taking down the halloween decorations! Hee~!♥

Oh yes yes, and I figured people might be interested to know~ After finals there's only one week of school before break~!!! Hee~ I'm so excited! A week of doing nothing but making pies and SLEEPING without repercussions! *dances*

Not exactly sure when this happened, but I'm thinking that somehow another compy personality has appeared. *sigh face* Haven't named it yet though~ *counts+thinking face* I think I've got...4 or 5 now. Impressive~

I'm in need of new icons. Hmm~

I just fell down the stairs...good job me. XD

Edit: Oh yes...And now any mention of stress reminds me of herpes...Geet understands. Damn you Bio claaaass!